I think it's strange when I call you and you don't pick up cuz you always do and you say you were busy but you've never not made time for me. Why do you lie when there's no point in lying? Why do I try when there's no point in trying? You loved me at my best, I loved you at your worst. How ironic is that when you left me first? It never makes sense to me falling deeper into jealousy cuz I can't help the thought of you with someone else. I know that's true. Why do you lie when there's no point in lying? Why do I try when there's no point in trying? You loved me at my best, I loved you at your worst. How ironic is that when you left me first? You left me first. You left me first. I sound so stupid right now but like I've been so selfish and I can't stop thinking about you and what I did and how it's affecting like everything. I just want to say I'm I'm sorry. I really am sorry.