Lately I have been tripping on the past I buried
Flashbacks hit heavy, I do not carry light
Told myself I am done, but the wounds still vary
Healing takes time, it does not happen overnight
Trust comes slow, pain comes fast
Trying to breathe through the things I cannot ask
If you see me quiet, I am not cold
I am just fighting to keep my peace whole
I am still in repair, not broken, just bent
Healing from things I never meant
If I pull away, do not take offense
I am just working on trust again
I am still in repair, not broken, just bent
Healing from things I never meant
If I pull away, do not take offense
I am just working on trust again
Every trigger has a story to tell
Every scar is a lesson I held, yeah
I forgive, but I still flinch
Time does not fix, but it softens the pinch
Trying to love me the way I should have been
Turn pain into patience, loss into wins
It is messy, but I am not ashamed
Growth looks ugly before it is named
Sometimes I wake up feeling like a ghost
Wearing old pain like it is part of my clothes
I pray for peace, but I whisper low
'Cause even healing hurts when it grows
My mirror has been a hard friend to face
Shows me truths I still try to erase
But every tear that hits that glass
Reminds me I am human at last
I am still in repair, not broken, just bent
Healing from things I never meant
If I pull away, do not take offense
I am just working on trust again
I am still in repair, not broken, just bent
Healing from things I never meant
If I pull away, do not take offense
I am just working on trust again
I am learning how to stay when I wanna run
Stand in the rain until I feel the sun
Used to numb it all, now I let it sting
Pain taught me how to mean what I sing
I can feel the silence start to sound like peace
Old fears loosening, I'm finally released
Maybe I will never be brand new
But I will be real, and that will do
I am still in repair, not broken, just bent
Healing from things I never meant
If I pull away, do not take offense
I am just working on trust again
Working on me
Still in repair
Not who I was, but I'm getting there
