I just want to run away. Find some way to feel safe. Find some way that bad days don't come as often as the sad days. Somewhere I can be long where I don't have to run away from my flaws and I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts. This high, this high that I've been chasing. Doesn't have an exit. I don't learn my lesson. I don't see no ending inside. I don't feel the best when I try. Holding my head up high but it's not working. Making you cry makes me feel like a bad person. Bad person. If something's got a hold on me. They don't see the world I see. Heartbeat in my chest feels weak. It's really starting to weigh on me and I just want to run away. And find some way to feel safe. Find some way that bad days don't come as often as the sad days. Somewhere I can be long where I don't have to run away from my flaws and I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts. But this high, this high that I've been chasing. Always likes to sad trip. Ruining all my friendships. Way too many questions in my mind. I don't have the answers but I try. Holding my head up high but it's not working. Yeah. Making you sad makes me feel like a bad person. Bad person. I said some awful things last week. Messing with my self-esteem. Mixed up my priorities. It's really starting to weigh on me. I just want to run away. Find some way to feel safe. Find some way that bad days don't come as often as the sad days. Somewhere I can be long where I don't have to run away from my flaws and I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts. This high, this high that I've been chasing.